LIFE'S A RIDDLE, I'M TIRED OF GUESSING

I don't know how to elaborate this. But my current feeling has been in this position for quiet some time. I'm not good at guessing. Sometimes what I thought will happen, will never happen. And sometimes might.. But it just happen once in a blue moon. Couldn't agree more if some people say that I own a weak instinct. Everything is unreacheable. My thoughts, My plan, My dreams, Hopes and Fears. When they collide, I thought they will unite as one,  But I never thought of something else. Fate Or Plan. A Riddle I can't solve.