LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP ANYONE?

First and foremost, forgive me for being such a typical young woman who still cannot live in merely real world.  I enjoy being in this..just like in high school when my girlfrens and I always busy talking about each other's crush on hollywood star or football player and exchanged stories like nobody's bussiness. Yesterday I watched this romantic movie called Dear John, it adapted from a novel written by a well known author Nicholas Sparks. To be frank, it brings back all the memories I've had in highschool. I still can't get over that movie and the actors too! Tatum and Seyfried! I wish I had Tatum's abs and Seyfried's perfect glowing hair and skin (plus her big eyes too).  Another wish is to gather all my geng form 2 amal, (Back in form 2) and talk about this movie all day long. Just like we did after watching A walk To Remember. We all felt excited and repeat the HIGHTLIGHTED dialogue over and over again. Ok! I can't stop grinning now!Someone please do the honour , de-grin me!

 You gotta watch this movie in order to know how sweet this movie is! But every movie has its pros and cons. To me the cons would be, the typical romantic movie and the dialogue too. Its like a recycle of love quotes or something. But I still love it! I dont care. Like who cares! I'm still drown away by this movie. So dont say anything!

Last but not least, I really love the idea of having a specific menu on a specific day like monday- lasagna , tues- meatloaf and bla bla. So senang and organize! (ok good guess, its from the movie too..haihh). thats all for today's crap. outtie!

John nak pinjam bahu boleh!

Savannah nak pinjam rambut boleh!

*the actors*

                                                          

CURRENTLY I'VE BEEN HANGOUT WITH THIS

I used to dream of being a millionaire without a care. But if it wasn't for my love ones, Maybe I wouldn't even care about being one or chase after my dreams or even force myself to finish college. I believe everything I do, I do it cause I wanna share 'em with those people I care. Without them , my whole life means nothing. EMPTY.  I always forget how to appreciate, now I'm learning to cherish them every second. Cuz once they gone, You never know, will they ever come back.  'Whats the point of having everything', Someday..you might question yourself.

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23 things

First and foremost thanks to cik bume yang sudi tag saye.. U're soO mean and the best! teehee..so tanpa melengahkan mase saye ingin memulakan majlis dgn menjawab 23 pasal diri saye..ini ape yg saye rase...so kalau korang rase cam bercanggah..sile senyap! OK start!

1. Name betul saye ade 1 but name tipu ade banyak. kawan2 byk call me Pha, Syifa (of course) , Bear, P, Cubi. But family saye biasenye call me Tatan, adek or Intan. Paling saye suke of course SYIFA. 

2. Intan ni arwah nenek (tok mak) saye yg bagi.  She liked that name a lot. So memandangkan Saye cucu pertame perempuan, So Jadi la name timang2 tinggi I. 

3. Anak Bongsu and saye ade abg besar. 

4. Abg besar saye betul2 setahun lebih tua dari saye sbb birthday kami same!

5. Saye adelah seorang Jamadilakhir /LEO/bertahun Naga/Aug.

6.  Saye rimas dgn org pengotor dan x kemas brg elok2. Contohnye lepas minum letak atas meja instead of basuh or Balik rumah letak beg sepah2 instead of simpan kat tempat sepatutnye. Tolong buat bende tu semua on the spot!

7. Allergic to dust. Kalau dust x wujud kan bagus atau ade invention such as Dust-proof. mmg I beli!

8. Saye suke pegi mall utk sight seeing and bukan shopping. Dan saye suke perjalanan jauh kalau naik kereta sbb I simply love sleeping in the car!

9. I shop when needed. Kalau ade duit pun saye x shopping sbb saye cam x tau nak bli ape. mmg bukan shop-wise! but I love beli groceries and saye byk invest duit on food/beverages

10. I think I'm fussy. 

11. Always mistaken by people as someone who talks a lot all the time. yes! I'm a chatter but only to certain people at certain times. When letih/X ada mood/ xsuke org.. I will shut up like nobody business!

12. My voice sounds childish, people will stare at me once I talk if they meet me for the 1st time. Dulu mmg jatuh self esteem but now, Da biase..Kdg2 xpasan pun until my mom told me :)

13. Kadang2 saye rase saye mcm pompuan lemah lembut. Sbb saye tak tgk bola, xsuke ESPN, saye x pndai drive manual sbb takut, etc. But saye pun ade boy side mcm saye rase saye kuat physically krn saye boleh tolak almari besar, angkat katil sorg2 (ikot berat), buat kerja2 laki mcm panjat tangga betulkan lampu, boleh tarik teh mcm mamak, etc. I guess that makes me normal :)

14. No one can force me to stop what I want to do or buy :P

15. Saye tak suke tgk cerita yg memerlukan saye mengguna emosi yang berlebihan..mcm cerita sedih..Sbb saye .. Just don't like it

16. Saye suke cakap cepat2 kadang2 dalam satu nafas je.

17.  I love making my own decision. People can say their point of view to me as reference. But the one who decide would be me. My mom train me to be that way. So saye x kan ubah.

18. Most of my Friends said that I can get along with many people.. But the truth is..Only certain very little people I can fit myself with. Trust me!

19.  Saye tak suke procastinate!

20. Saye tak suke show my real feeling or sometimes I just forgot how to do that. But doesn't mean saye hipokrit. I feel comfy doing that.

21. I'm a movie-buff!

22. I feel awkward at times

23.  Tgk balik no 20.. Ok dah.. pastu saye sebenarnye mmg xsuke cakap feeling I tapi I x pandai sorok guna muke, If I dislike things I would show it on my face. I couldn't help it. so eventually org akan tau ape saye rase. aicch!

 Last but not least, Kene tag 3 org.. but I decide to  open tag. so sape2 nak buat, sile sile okie!

thanks for the time kawan2 ;p

CUZ YOU ARE A BAD DAY :)

WhaSsuppp with the smiley face anyway.. haihh~ just to add some spice to make it even more controversial sebenarnyee... This story maybe better left unsaid but I can never keep it to myself cuz it just my nature to share. Sharing something appropriate  (or maybe sometimes not that appropriate) is my policy *shake hands*  eherm eherm..today is so awful! Gosh awful or unlucky..I can't even decide which one is the best to label today! below are the ingredients of my dipsh** day. I know unappropriate words..so need to be censored.  Don't worry, it just a candy-brand... kot?

1) I fast today (puasa ganti) because Ramadhan just around the corner, which is a really good start la kan..Maybe somebody threw a prank to me after I berbuka..Cuz my nightmare began after I finish eating nasi with sardin with sayur with telur dadar with bla bla and blaahh blooohh (the list goes on and on). ok tak penting, the main story is.. After makan besar itu berakhir..I was craving for mocha. this is how we roll..jump to no 2.

2) Jump! Mocha home made it is! because so mlm already nak keluar to get the blended one. I made it by myself for optimum satisfactionary sake and sbb saye terer. But it end up.. just say.. not happily ever after. I was so gopoh/kalut in utara. So after masuk choc powder and a lil bit of coffee powder to get that kick-a** taste.. i termasukkan garam accidentally..I thought it was sugar. my mom put both of the items nearby to each other. I got rabun..so this is how we roll! I drank and menuju ke sink to buang some leftover in my mouth..the taste was EWW! kaallaahh air laut uuuu!! luckily x puke..syg nasi mkn tadik!

3) After getting some rest of poisoning myself tadi..I tetibe crave for chocs..dark chocs to be precise that I bought 4/5days ago.. I browse through the fridge and I found none! nothing! sh** somebody must be a choc-thief! I x kedekut..But do ask me if u want anything..I wont say no ok..no worries (maybe I would, depends)..so please! geesh! now kempunan already.. Luckily my aunt punya ada..but white choc la..which is so not my cup of tea..I know who stole my dark chocs! nasibaik bukan family member! darn u budak!

4) I got a major sorethroat now..So everything I eat become less tasty. I didn't enjoy eating just now. Saye suke makan..ok, who doesn't kan?  I am a chatter box by nature! Now everytime I speak, I hurt my throat, so I prefer to silent myself. But.. yah, I am tired to shut the f*** up already. I need to talk..err..it hurts! still! aisssshhh! I can't even raise my voice up to 4 Desible! :(

5) My looney retarded cousin left the house for KL today. Only by Tues she' ll be back..To be honest, I ve lost it..tak ada org nak cari 'snow' in my hair, play top white head search on my cheeks and the area berkaitan or a laughing partner while watching annoying orange! and many more :( 

6) Gloominess goes really smooth! until now apabila my stomach is grumbling and unhappy..Maybe I ate cut chillies inside the sardines mom cooks for me. But nvm, berkat bahh! So that how the story goes..Isn't a bad day after all.. I just exaggerate! teeehee :D thanks for your time reading this. well spent huh? **

Later I' ll update some tagging Ive got from my frens. Saba ye cik Bume and Linda. flying kisses!

Cheerio!

LIFE STINKS?

I wish everytime I opened my eyes, I don't have to think about those 'disturbing' things. I wish I could just breathe at ease and live happily without fear like most of my peers do. I know, I should've be more grateful, I wish I had more strenght to endure this uninvited thoughts and situations. It's hard to feel worry everyday, to play a big sister's role all the time and pretend like you are strong/matured enough when in reality u still a girl who still needs protection and fear of loneliness. Seems like I need to discard all the desires. Cause I wasn't made for that. My purpose in life.. the 'preparations' I've through.. to make myself ready in the future. God-creation with special qualities. Just like any other human-beings.. we are made for what we are meant to be or serve in the world (minus those jerks). I love my family. All I wanna do is protect them. I try my best to do whatever it takes to accomplish this. Ya Almighty, please assist and guide me. Don't let me shed another unnecessary tears anymore.. Please..I beg for your mercy..Ya Allah. Amin Ya rabbal Alamin ~


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LOVE AND LIFE,

SyifAziz

THE TRUTH ABOUT JOGGING

Kini, lokasi saya adelah di Sarawak utk berholiday selepas penat bergelumang dalam dunia pelajaran. Disebabkan kekurangan aktiviti dan cousin saye berade di Jakarta saye terpakse memenuhi mase lapang dengan aktiviti sehat. I was toss and turn the whole day thinking of what should I do to keep myself preoccupied..so tibe2 rase nak pegi jogging. Setelah sekian lame meninggalkan arena ekstrim itu akhirnye, saye menceburkan diri selama beberapa mins. maybe dlm 30 mins kerane berlakunye komplikasi pernafasan dan kekurangan stamina [plus malas]. 

      I thought saye da mulekan hidup sehat start petang tadi..dah tu balik, tibe2 perot jadi lapa dari luar biase.. lapa mcm tak mkn dari pagi.. oleh itu, tanggungjawab perlu dijalankan..saye pun mkn kek lapis, kek coklat, garlic bread dan roti hotdog dari Taka yg gebu dan lembut .. and di akhiri dengan minuman toksah di kabo kan..jumlah kalori nak dekat same ngn burger kot.. air cadbury choc plus susu tepung I mix dengan hazelnut white coffee sket.. Bisikan nafsu telah menjadikan saye sgt semangat utk melahap kesemuanye.. so I came up with conclusion, jog akan membuatkan saye lagi byk mkn..I am not sure about others..but it always happened to me, Based on true story and observations berperingkat. Y larrrrrrrrrrr~~~!!! kini saye berase mual..BHAAA~~~~

I hope tomorrow will be better and BETTER! of course..better activities!

DAMAI YANG HILANG

WAR IS NOT THE ANSWER.. PBB NAMPAKNYE KNE UBAH PERLEMBAGAAN OR SO-CALLED PRINSIP MEREKA .. SINCE THEY SEEM LIKE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT SERANGAN KE ATAS GAZA. I KNOW U.S IS THE VETO POWER. AND NOW, THATS HOW ECONOMICS BECOME IRRELEVANT. US MAYBE HAS MORE THAN 70 % SHARE IN U.N SAHAM OR WATSOEVER I DONT CARE..BUT AT LEAST, PLEASE GO BACK TO THE ROOT OF HUMANITY.. WE ALL HAVE FAMILIES..ALL WE WANT TO DO IS TO PROTECT THEM. WRITING BLOG OR TUKAR PROF PIC WARNA HITAM KAT FB MUNGKIN X AKAN UBAH APE2.. CUZ THEY ARE TOO BUSY STRATEGIZING NEXT SERANGAN AND WHAT THEY HAVE PLANNED OUT FOR THE REST OF THE YEARS, HAVE TO BE EXECUTED.. SMALL COUNTRY HAS TO WATCH OUT ITS BUTT, THIS IS THE NEW ERA OF VETO POWER OPRESSION TOWARDS KUASE KECIL-KECILAN. Malaysia..You are included. THIS IS ALL ABOUT RELIGION? RELIGION SUPPOSEDLY BRINGING US TOGETHER, BUT THIS IS TOTALLY STRAYING AWAY FROM THE ORIGINAL PURPOSE. WORLD IS TEARING APART..HUMANITY BECOMES GRADUALLY DYSFUNCTIONAL.

THE PERFECT ENTRANCE

     Lately, I missed updating some highlighties whats happening in/outta my life. In fact, I had abandon this blog for a few days. Life is preoccupied once again. With activities and some visits to a new place like I-city and  the place I've been before like melaka the historical city. I supposed, I've had  a REAL weekend after all *heart smile*

    The perfect ambience today, is the push for me to start writing again.  The soothing atmosphere at last has arrived, the ambience that I've been seeking for a few months ago. Just now, I met my supervisor to hand-in my completed-thesis and I thought I would be happy/cock-a-hoopy or stuff like that, But I feel so sugul. In fact, knowing that the last goodbye I pronouced to him just now.. Was the real goodbye afterall. My supervisor never been that chatty before as he was just now..I felt welcomed and dihargai. yup! he gave the sweetest smile when I said, ok prof bagi grade cantik2 tau.. (salam-muslim greets another muslim not shaking hands la) and waving goodbyes (me closing his door neatly and leaving Econs department ASAP).

    on my way down to the next destination, I kept thinking about my supervisor and his weird act. It saddens me because..I don't know.. no one really2 knows when they get upset. It could be hormones-confusion or situation-complication. Now, I am all alone in my room, typing, composing and reminiscing switchingly..struggling hard to define my feelings and put it into a perfect sentence.  not to forget counting down the days for me to go visit my mom and bro in Meow city. Hope everything is as perfect as planned. Sooner or later, we shall know.

It's me wearing a free cap by ayam A1 and a shirt my cousin gave to me and a jusco-go green- bag.. and a sg wang sunnies.. now who cares about Xtian leboutin shoes, Louis vuitton purse or Prada apparel and maybe sunnies by gucci? still can count me in!! teeheee.. Some people might wear those to feel superior..I'm just saying :)  KISS AND TWIRL!