Assalamualaikum to all Muslim and citizen of this universe. Wish all of you Awal Muharram & Happy New Year! Alhamdullillah praise to Allah for giving another year for me to transform my own self to become a better Muslim. I wanted to say a good one but let just start with..better.
To start a new resolution on this Noble day, I guess I have to create new KPIs ..no? or maybe the least I could do is to improve the last KPIs that I set myself last year. Hihi. So I would know the variances & the causes of the variance and what action to take in order to meet the gap right?
On this new year, what I want to do is to get my focus at the right track. Which is onto my career. To deliver a good performance on every assigned tasks, to meet the deadlines, to be disciplined, positive curve of consistency, meet boss' requirements, meet my own target, be firm & vocal of what I believed in and fast-learning practitioner.
Career done. Now with health. I'll make sure my system is fed with an adequate amount of water, to bring umbrella to avoid rain-shower, exercise regularly (Consider done), to try to sleep more than 5 hours and less caffeine, this is the hardest thing I hardly giving up on. Honestly!
Security Part: No more playing phone while walking, to be more alert, to practice in don't believe in stranger and discarding world peace no bandits motto while walking to the office & going back home as well, no more eating in the LRT ( malas to create etiquette part), no more crossing the road whenever I think possible (even 100 meters uncertain speed of car also I think sempat), to recite ayat Kursi during the journey and whenever possible, pepper spray, body splash would do kot. (To be added more later on)..Thinking in progress
MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE IS responsibilities: where do I start huh? (head scratching) oh okay.. Religious part is not meant to be shared. That would be instilled from within, from me to my Creator. I just pray for my strength to avoid fear, to avoid feeling lost, to avoid myself from giving up without even try, to avoid myself to unnecessary cries, to avoid me from sighing, to keep my feet on the ground, to remember from what I made of, to where I will come back, for what purposes Allah created me, on what purposes I am still alive, to be a good sister to my brother, cousin and everyone. Help those in need, never expect more but aim high, love who hates, continue loving who loves, accept Allah's Qada and Qadar, forgive but never forget, be responsible, be sincere, set my nawaitu in a good manner, start doing follow-ups don't stop half way, etc. I would like to indicate more but I will bore the heck out of you guys.
Life is not about being happy all the time, it is beyond than that. That's why we learn fear, sadness, worries, anxious, nervous, feelingless and many more. Whatever journey Allah put us through, just don't forget to say subhannallah, alhamdullillah. Allah create us for several purposes. One of them to is to be a khalifah. I may not be perfect Muslim/slave but I believe in improving myself to be a better one. Remind me if I "leka"
Thank you for listening confidante(s)!
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It's been 2 months since I'm starting with my new job. But then I found that I'm not a fast learner type (especially when the job field is totally different). Perhaps you can share your tips so I can improve before the probation ends.
ReplyDeleteRegarding the security part "No more playing phone while walking" I think you'd hit the lamp post may be? Haha.. ok stop. Yup, preoccupation also contributes crimes to occur so we have to stay alert all the times and crimes knows no gender.
No more eating in the LRT? Why? You're not committing crime.. I do eat sometimes in the LRT especially when I missed my breakfast at home. I think you're type of person that don't like to 'cover-cover'... so just enjoy your donut(s) girl. ;)
tak sabar tunggu syifa transform berhijab. baru lengkap sebagai muslimah. insyaallah. =)
ReplyDeletegreat sharing syifa'...really2 inspired me ...continuous improvement is one of my concern in every part i do..Alhamdulillah to the almighty Allah for surrounding me with people who always encouraging me endless.. same goes to you n perhaps that life will getting better for all of us ya.. one thing I wanna said that, the meaning of your name is so deeply touch my heart where at the same time inspiring me..for me it means so much for the beholder who knows the meaning of their name as it helps to build up the character of the person... let's begin our journey even with a small footstep ya..Salam Maal Hijrah and Selamat Tahun Baru.
ReplyDeletewith regards
Khalili
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ReplyDeletevan- I am super sorry for the late reply. Actually I'm too under probation, still. I will speak based on my experience. I do something that has minimal relation with my field of study. One thing, my superior always ask me (whenever i ask him about my confirmation/release in service) he will say, are you confident with yourself? key word is confident.
ReplyDeleteno 2. It is okay if we are born to be slow learner cuz that knowledge will stick to us longer than normal-pace-learner. Important thing is the quality of our project and minimum mistakes on it. Typo in the proposal actually is a no-no (even i always do that) whoops..
no3. Have faith in our ability and prove it. :) InsyaAllah we'll make it through.
btw goodluck to both of us!you will make it! just pray to Him. He will listen (insyaAllah)
khalili-thank you so much for always supporting me even virtually, but it gives an impact to my daily life. wish you a great year ahead. Hopefully much better than the previous. amin
anon- tq for the thoughts. InsyaAllah.. doakan saya