Sunday, September 25, 2011

Surviving is getting 10 times harder.. Everyday :)

My Repetitive Wonderful Routine

It's been awhile since I pour my heart out, guess Twitter has supersede E.N.E.R.G.Y.
The truth is, I've been away from my PC for months. Updating my social networking stuffs with mere phone doesn't give me any satisfaction. (The hell Syifa? hi hi)

Talking about updates, I've changed my work already, it's been two months and things seem quite alright. Try to catch up a bit. Even the starting wasn't so smooth but The Almighty helped me through it with style and tawakal. oh ya, do you guys know anything about Corporate Planning & Development? wonder if you guys could share with me some info (maybe exchange ideas would sounds greater)

I'm still trying to put the broken puzzles together, but of course with one important missing piece. Everyday is an emotionally challenge to me.  Only Allah knows how hectic inside and within me. In searching of serenity, I must first REDHA and accept. Maybe only mind which controls relevance accepts. The heart that holds so much memories and unconditional love denies.

Pepatah Melayu: Syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu. 
So, I didn't really lost my world.. I've lost my heaven.

Love your mom, show it to her, put her first, talk to her nicely, kiss her forehead and say I love you. 
and practice it...daily :) 

P.s- I am currently listening to Fly by Nicky Minaj and my Fav Rihanna! try to chill with the song ok. Love the lyrics!

Your Nothing but the truth


  1. W'salam. "The Almighty helped me through it with style and tawakal".. I like that quote. Sorry, I know nothing about Corporate Planning & Development because that's not my line.

    You're courageous person I think. I just can't imagine my life without my parent at the moment. I'm not ready yet (who's ready for that?). Good for you with your new job. I'll start my new job next week and hope that I can cope with the job which is totally different from what I've been doing now.

  2. tq for the compliments, there were thousands trilion times i feel like quitting.. as a normal human being..i just recite and pray to Almighty..strenghthen my mental up and wake up again. continue living :) we can do it most, when people start to dis-believe in us kan?