THE PERFECT ENTRANCE

     Lately, I missed updating some highlighties whats happening in/outta my life. In fact, I had abandon this blog for a few days. Life is preoccupied once again. With activities and some visits to a new place like I-city and  the place I've been before like melaka the historical city. I supposed, I've had  a REAL weekend after all *heart smile*

    The perfect ambience today, is the push for me to start writing again.  The soothing atmosphere at last has arrived, the ambience that I've been seeking for a few months ago. Just now, I met my supervisor to hand-in my completed-thesis and I thought I would be happy/cock-a-hoopy or stuff like that, But I feel so sugul. In fact, knowing that the last goodbye I pronouced to him just now.. Was the real goodbye afterall. My supervisor never been that chatty before as he was just now..I felt welcomed and dihargai. yup! he gave the sweetest smile when I said, ok prof bagi grade cantik2 tau.. (salam-muslim greets another muslim not shaking hands la) and waving goodbyes (me closing his door neatly and leaving Econs department ASAP).

    on my way down to the next destination, I kept thinking about my supervisor and his weird act. It saddens me because..I don't know.. no one really2 knows when they get upset. It could be hormones-confusion or situation-complication. Now, I am all alone in my room, typing, composing and reminiscing switchingly..struggling hard to define my feelings and put it into a perfect sentence.  not to forget counting down the days for me to go visit my mom and bro in Meow city. Hope everything is as perfect as planned. Sooner or later, we shall know.

It's me wearing a free cap by ayam A1 and a shirt my cousin gave to me and a jusco-go green- bag.. and a sg wang sunnies.. now who cares about Xtian leboutin shoes, Louis vuitton purse or Prada apparel and maybe sunnies by gucci? still can count me in!! teeheee.. Some people might wear those to feel superior..I'm just saying :)  KISS AND TWIRL!

FREEDOM TASTES SO SWEET

Hah! sebab awk la saye tdo pon ingt awk, mimpi pon awk jadi watak utama, jalan2 dok terngiang2 nama awk

awk la thesis saye 

(ini adalah draft thesis saye yg kene reject, byk gak pokok kne tebang disebabkan perkare tersebut)

After been in such a  whole tiring few months, I finally managed to get my self out from cengkaman thesis. After quiet several of rejection, I finally got accepted. Thanks to my beloved lecturer/ supervisor for never ever give up on me. I know I did mess up here and everywhere. But what he did, was just throw his smile and laugh at my loqlaq-ness and corrected it until it comes to near perfection. Today, this morning, I got the feedback that I long for, He said those keramat words that made my day! I was happy as  happy meal that got me singing along the journey to bustop sbb tgh dgr ipod and lagu kegemaran tgh bermain utk balik ke kolej. and yes, he accepted it and said awk da boleh jilid! yayyyyy!

     Ucapan penghargaan yg standart VVIP starts here!- ape2 pon saya nak ckp thanks kat mama saya yg tak tdo lena dek aduan saye yg macam2 nie.. sakit blakang la, demam kecil-kecilan la, kaki denyut2, kepale kebas la spjg membuat thesis etc..anak pompuan sorg ..tp mcm berpuluh2 kan mama..sorry ye! I love u my greatest love! and to all my friends yg terpakse bersaba tgk status2 pangkat annoying kat Fb berkenaan tesis..mesti korg ade ckp camnie 'ele..org lain wat tesis juge, x rioh sekampung cam ko pun..hek eleh.. ' biase la.. saye nie terikot cara ayam.. aym dpt telur satu..da 'ko ko ko' satu kmpung.. But anyway thank you (s) sgt! especially to those who taught me mcm2 berkenaan statistics, teman saye kat library (U know who u are) and ajar edit tesis ikot gaya UKM. Janji kamu menyusahkan idup saye edit-editan oi!

      Last but not least, To encik hearbeat..thanks and sorry terpakse dgr bebelan saye sepanjang 4 bulan. bebel yg x bebel sgt actually more to keluh kesahan.. saba yek.. thanks for everything! *heart smiles* ok oleh itu, dgn officially nyaa.. I am no longer a UKM student and berstatus penganggur! I must say, being a student is the most I miss! Title student.. contains LOTsa meaningful memories :)

Randomnization (ayt baru wujud 3 mins tadi) - It doesn't matter how it starts, cuz whats important, how it ended.. kan kan..mcm no gak 000123 .. yg signifikan ialah 123..but kalau 123000.. haaa! kan best kalau angka nie ade dlm bank kite! ye tak ye kan.. ok, silalah menabung! tibe2 out of topic..before that enjoy this

ok bye!I need to take some movies from my fren. tgk cte hindustan br hype! kan.. kot.. ntah

 THA-THA!

GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME,GREAT THINGS HAPPEN IN A BLINK OF AN EYE

Okie, siang td I went to career fair hosted by JobMsia at Cyberjaya. It was really useful and helpful especially for 3rd year studenista and job-seeker. yang menariknya, Matahari hari ini sangat hebat memancarkan cahayanya menembusi my skin lantas menjadikan i cacing kepanasan dan kelenjar peluh mula mengeluarkan air masin Niagara Falls dari epidermis i. Now I know..cari kerja ain't easy.dah la pki heels okie! azab yg amat! LESSON NO 1 :)

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Our PM also there to launch the event. But I didn't join the launching, I had some job-hunting to do. Yes mission must comes 1st! So masa tgh jalan2 tu adalah beberapa company yang telah menarik hati. So i registered for MAS as management trainee, GCH for management trainee which the salary is quiet attractive, FELDA for management trainee (the place where i met my old fren back in matrix, doing his intership there..hope he could help me though) wink wink and the last one was SCICOM as management trainee. I prefer to be trained before start working. from the very based to the very max ala-ala camtu. and and  I believe in that :)  LESSON NO 2.

Kemudian...Fiza and I berjalan-jalan lagi..kami ke seluruh tempat even dah round yg kedua just to ensure we didn't miss great oppurtunity :) suddenly we were approached by a very tall pan-asian looking guy from ministry of security @ MOS..i was like okie!!!i mean in cooler version but in uncencored version mcm..bapaaakk laahhh!!!

He said they don't have booth because he is the one yg akan choose the right person yg qualified for the interview on tomorrow and saturday, i was like again, yay!That's why he kept wandering around the place. he gave his biz card and start blah-ing...pause and..

I was being cheesy and  asked him, Mr. what is the specific requirement for the recruitment? he replied in a very curteous way ************  [confidential]. Afterall, This job is quiet interesting and a bit challenging because as a female working in a security force for VVIP is quiet a taboo (for malay culture)  and risky. But at the same time it  would be a great platform in order to get more exposure  in corporate world. As it always been my dream to get involved in this dirty biznes baby! but yeaah..mamito mesti akan geleng2 kepala and saying no no..carik kerja lain adek..as usual me: okie dokie mami. hangat2 tahi je saya nie ^.^

Then after clock stops at 430 we all ready to hop in the bus and ride home ke mana lagi..UKM destinasi ku la..amat letih i tell you okie! but really worth it. I get to know more about job selection and just consider this as a pre-interview for me. 

for more info log on to jobmsia.gov.my

:) 

Tomorrow's To-do list:

1) continue thesis

2) replacement class

3)swimming if cuaca baik

3)go back to gombak!

gotta hit the sackoo!

HNL's signing off [click]

caption: My imagination while writing this entry. very exaggeratting btul!